My heart and mind are restless. Bursting with desire to travel, to see the world, experience new things, meet new people to connect with on a deeper level.
There is this gnawing feeling of needing more. And I am not talking about material things or possessions. It´s more like a pestering thought that runs through my mind tirelessly, demanding to know if this is truly all there is.
I begin to question whether I´m just an ungrateful brat, unable to appreciate all I have. Or could there be more to it than I see?
Could this not be a calling deep from within, alerting me not to settle. Screaming at me to go out there, expand my horizons, find new adventures, find my passion.
Maybe that´s it.
The lack of passion in my life might be the cause of said feeling to have more.
I am restless, I can´t settle on one thing or find the satisfaction I´m looking for. Everything I do seems to give me a fleeting sense of joy that goes as fast as it came.
My mind goes a thousand miles a minute, desperately searching for some unknown objective.
An objective that will give my life the fulfillment I am chasing after.
An objective that will give my life purpose.
I search blindly. Walking through the never-ending twists and turns of life. Holding on to the hope that one day I will stumble across what I seek.